nightchylde

Thanks you guys for the comments... It herlps to know that not everyone has their heads stuck up their collective asses online here*LOL* Seriously though, you peeps are part of the very few that I know I can count on, regardless on how much time I am online and such. Speaking on counting on, I need your guy's help! I havent dont anything for this site since May of all things... Gimme some ideas peeps, Please?

Im not sure what exactly else to call this journal entry other then what I have already. Life it seems is just so busy lately, that I dont know who I am or where I am going sometimes.. Im actually a rather happy Natty.. I have a bf who takes good care of me, as I do for him, I actually can get away from this computer for days on end and not feel like im having a nervous breakdown,  I have a job, which i hate, but well, its money coming in... an apartment... in general, im getting back on my feet. Except... some things... nag at me.. I have old friends from here, online, saying I am a self absorbed person who doesnt care about anything othe

I really hate not having time to make Journal entries, it makes me feel all icky inside. Anyways, I am still here, well barely these days... RT has been so hectic, I barely have time to get on the beast(my comp) and do anything anymore it seems. Ive moved, got my own place, working a shit job, yet the hours are steady( so far) met a man I dont want to kill, like most I meet, and am now currently working on putting a portfolio together for a possible job doing what I love most. Graphics. What makes it even better, is its graphics for metal bands... posters, logos, album covers, and the like! Im very excited about this, as excited as I can be